February 18, 2009
Central Truth
Wait for the Lord for heart change and maturity, and wait for justice for yourself. Seek a deep and fervent relationship with the Lord and with other believers.
O Lord, how long are you going to just stand there and watch this? Rescue me from their destructive attacks; guard my life from the young lions! (Psalm 35:17)
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Contend, O LORD, with those who contend with me;
fight against those who fight against me!
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Take hold of shield and buckler
and rise for my help!
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Draw the spear and javelin
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35:3
Or and close the way
against my pursuers!
Say to my soul,
“I am your salvation!”
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Let them be put to shame and dishonor
who seek after my life!
Let them be turned back and disappointed
who devise evil against me!
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Let them be like chaff before the wind,
with the angel of the LORD driving them away!
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Let their way be dark and slippery,
with the angel of the LORD pursuing them!
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For without cause they hid their net for me;
without cause they dug a pit for my life.
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35:7
The word pit is transposed from the preceding line; Hebrew For without cause they hid the pit of their net for me; without cause they dug for my life
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Let destruction come upon him when he does not know it!
And let the net that he hid ensnare him;
let him fall into it—to his destruction!
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Then my soul will rejoice in the LORD,
exulting in his salvation.
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All my bones shall say,
“O LORD, who is like you,
delivering the poor
from him who is too strong for him,
the poor and needy from him who robs him?”
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Malicious
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35:11
Or Violent
witnesses rise up;
they ask me of things that I do not know.
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They repay me evil for good;
my soul is bereft.
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35:12
Hebrew it is bereavement to my soul
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But I, when they were sick—
I wore sackcloth;
I afflicted myself with fasting;
I prayed with head bowed
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35:13
Or my prayer shall turn back
on my chest.
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I went about as though I grieved for my friend or my brother;
as one who laments his mother,
I bowed down in mourning.
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But at my stumbling they rejoiced and gathered;
they gathered together against me;
wretches whom I did not know
tore at me without ceasing;
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like profane mockers at a feast,
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35:16
The meaning of the Hebrew phrase is uncertain
they gnash at me with their teeth.
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How long, O Lord, will you look on?
Rescue me from their destruction,
my precious life from the lions!
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I will thank you in the great congregation;
in the mighty throng I will praise you.
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Let not those rejoice over me
who are wrongfully my foes,
and let not those wink the eye
who hate me without cause.
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For they do not speak peace,
but against those who are quiet in the land
they devise words of deceit.
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They open wide their mouths against me;
they say, “Aha, Aha!
Our eyes have seen it!”
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You have seen, O LORD; be not silent!
O Lord, be not far from me!
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Awake and rouse yourself for my vindication,
for my cause, my God and my Lord!
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Vindicate me, O LORD, my God,
according to your righteousness,
and let them not rejoice over me!
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Let them not say in their hearts,
“Aha, our heart's desire!”
Let them not say, “We have swallowed him up.”
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Let them be put to shame and disappointed altogether
who rejoice at my calamity!
Let them be clothed with shame and dishonor
who magnify themselves against me!
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Let those who delight in my righteousness
shout for joy and be glad
and say evermore,
“Great is the LORD,
who delights in the welfare of his servant!”
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Then my tongue shall tell of your righteousness
and of your praise all the day long.
What does it look and feel like to wait upon the Lord?
David gives us insight from personal experience in Psalm 35. He is running for his life from Saul, King of Israel, because Saul already knows from Samuel, the judge, that Saul has lost the kingdom. Saul sees that David will be his successor, so he is trying to hunt David down and kill him. This chase goes on for years. Never mind that David has killed the giant Goliath in a crucial battle when others lacked the courage, has consistently played beautiful music for Saul when he was troubled, has been faithful and true, and has had mighty strength coming only from trusting the Lord. (See 1 Samuel 15-31 and 2 Samuel 1 for the complete story).
The Lord was training David for his kingly role in several ways. David had to let go of controlling his own circumstances and to take the next step the Lord put in front of him (constantly asking the Lord what to do). David continued to ask the Lord to remind him of His salvation, to fight for him and protect him, and to bring justice and punishment for those who pursued him without cause. David had at least two chances to take matters into his own hands and kill Saul himself, but he was adamant about leaving vengeance to the Lord. David learned leadership lessons with his 600 renegade companions and kept them from killing Saul, too. He became even more humble, even more dependent on God's provision for him, and was sickened by injustice. David desperately sought relationship with the Lord, staying close to Him, and he also sought relationship with friends.
David received excellent training and learned--because he waited and listened. In contrast, in past difficult circumstances, I have wanted instant relief from pain and trials. Only in looking back have I learned to be discerning, seeing blessings attached to my trials. I've also learned other lessons, such as remaining humble, holding tightly to my relationship with the Lord and friends, and seeing good in wanting justice for everyone.
1. Do you consider your difficulties and trials as training ground to learn, or do you want an easy life that teaches you nothing?
2. Do you have friends you can ask for help when you're overwhelmed by the circumstances in your life?
3. Are you passionate about looking for the Lord daily to sustain you, not focusing on your circumstances?
4. Are you starting to want justice for others, as well as yourself?
5. Are you learning to wait, instead of wanting instant gratification (credit cards, fast food, high tech solutions such as instant messenger, texting, faxing, email)?