June 3, 2009
Central Truth
God is the One who is able to bear my burdens every day. I cannot.
The Lord deserves praise!
Day after day he carries our burden,
the God who delivers us. (Selah)
Our God is a God who delivers;
the LORD, the sovereign Lord, can rescue from death.
(Psalm 68:19-20)
1
God shall arise, his enemies shall be scattered;
and those who hate him shall flee before him!
2
As smoke is driven away, so you shall drive them away;
as wax melts before fire,
so the wicked shall perish before God!
3
But the righteous shall be glad;
they shall exult before God;
they shall be jubilant with joy!
4
Sing to God, sing praises to his name;
lift up a song to him who rides through the deserts;
his name is the LORD;
exult before him!
5
Father of the fatherless and protector of widows
is God in his holy habitation.
6
God settles the solitary in a home;
he leads out the prisoners to prosperity,
but the rebellious dwell in a parched land.
7
O God, when you went out before your people,
when you marched through the wilderness, Selah
8
the earth quaked, the heavens poured down rain,
before God, the One of Sinai,
before God,
1
68:8
Or before God, even Sinai before God
the God of Israel.
9
Rain in abundance, O God, you shed abroad;
you restored your inheritance as it languished;
10
your flock
2
68:10
Or your congregation
found a dwelling in it;
in your goodness, O God, you provided for the needy.
11
The Lord gives the word;
the women who announce the news are a great host:
12
“The kings of the armies—they flee, they flee!”
The women at home divide the spoil—
13
though you men lie among the sheepfolds—
the wings of a dove covered with silver,
its pinions with shimmering gold.
14
When the Almighty scatters kings there,
let snow fall on Zalmon.
15
O mountain of God, mountain of Bashan;
O many-peaked
3
68:15
Or hunch-backed; also verse 16
mountain, mountain of Bashan!
16
Why do you look with hatred, O many-peaked mountain,
at the mount that God desired for his abode,
yes, where the LORD will dwell forever?
17
The chariots of God are twice ten thousand,
thousands upon thousands;
the Lord is among them; Sinai is now in the sanctuary.
18
You ascended on high,
leading a host of captives in your train
and receiving gifts among men,
even among the rebellious, that the LORD God may dwell there.
19
Blessed be the Lord,
who daily bears us up;
God is our salvation. Selah
20
Our God is a God of salvation,
and to God, the Lord, belong deliverances from death.
21
But God will strike the heads of his enemies,
the hairy crown of him who walks in his guilty ways.
22
The Lord said,
“I will bring them back from Bashan,
I will bring them back from the depths of the sea,
23
that you may strike your feet in their blood,
that the tongues of your dogs may have their portion from the foe.”
24
Your procession is
4
68:24
Or has been
seen, O God,
the procession of my God, my King, into the sanctuary—
25
the singers in front, the musicians last,
between them virgins playing tambourines:
26
“Bless God in the great congregation,
the LORD, O you
5
68:26
The Hebrew for you is plural here
who are of Israel's fountain!”
27
There is Benjamin, the least of them, in the lead,
the princes of Judah in their throng,
the princes of Zebulun, the princes of Naphtali.
28
Summon your power, O God,
6
68:28
By revocalization (compare Septuagint); Hebrew Your God has summoned your power
the power, O God, by which you have worked for us.
29
Because of your temple at Jerusalem
kings shall bear gifts to you.
30
Rebuke the beasts that dwell among the reeds,
the herd of bulls with the calves of the peoples.
Trample underfoot those who lust after tribute;
scatter the peoples who delight in war.
7
68:30
The meaning of the Hebrew verse is uncertain
31
Nobles shall come from Egypt;
Cush shall hasten to stretch out her hands to God.
32
O kingdoms of the earth, sing to God;
sing praises to the Lord, Selah
33
to him who rides in the heavens, the ancient heavens;
behold, he sends out his voice, his mighty voice.
34
Ascribe power to God,
whose majesty is over Israel,
and whose power is in the skies.
35
Awesome is God from his
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68:35
Septuagint; Hebrew your
sanctuary;
the God of Israel—he is the one who gives power and strength to his people.
Blessed be God!
The first time I wrote a devotional for The Journey was 2½ years ago. I wrote about how I consistently struggle with an eating disorder and how easy it is for me to feel discouraged about it. I wish that I could say that’s no longer true. But, unfortunately, as I sit to read Psalm 68, I am experiencing yet again feelings of guilt and shame after turning to food to solve my problems and overeating once again. I so badly want to say that I’m done with this struggle, but I am forced again to a place of surrender after trying to fix things on my own . . . again.
You’ve heard the saying "same song, different verse." I feel like I am singing the same verse over and over again. I used to wonder why God didn’t take away the temptation and change the way I think completely. Now I struggle more with being apathetic and calloused towards my sin. I struggle to know how to let others help me, even though I’ve been blessed with many who want to support me. I feel run into the ground by the consistent pattern of overeating and the resulting feelings of guilt and shame.
As I sit once again confessing to my God and to my community who feel helpless, I fight the feeling of being an unwanted burden to these friends. Despite their assurances that I'm not, I still feel sick of myself, and I want to quit. Then I read Psalm 68:19-20, and I’m reminded once again that God is able daily to bear my burdens. There are days when it seems I could be crushed under the weight of this struggle, and there are days when by God’s grace I'm not. But God is the only one who is able to bear this burden every day. He doesn't ask me or expect me to take the role that only He is able to fill.
1. Describe the burdens you are carrying right now. Are you carrying them alone, or are there others in your life who are sharing them with you?
2. How can you surrender these burdens to God today? What’s stopping you from doing this?
3. Read 2 Corinthians 12:9-10. What was Paul’s perspective on weaknesses in his own life? How is that different from the world's view of weaknesses?
4. Read Galatians 6:2. How does this verse connect with Psalm 68:19? How has God borne your burdens through your community? How can you do that today for someone in your life?