March 31, 2009

Faithful Doubt?

Job 23

Jay Burns
Tuesday's Devo

March 31, 2009

Tuesday's Devo

March 31, 2009

Central Truth

God is faithful despite our doubts and struggles.

Key Verse | Job 23:13

"But he is unchangeable, and who can change Him? Whatever He has desired, He does." (Job 23:13)

Job 23

Job Replies: Where Is God?

Then Job answered and said:

“Today also my complaint is bitter; 1 23:2 Or defiant
    my hand is heavy on account of my groaning.
Oh, that I knew where I might find him,
    that I might come even to his seat!
I would lay my case before him
    and fill my mouth with arguments.
I would know what he would answer me
    and understand what he would say to me.
Would he contend with me in the greatness of his power?
    No; he would pay attention to me.
There an upright man could argue with him,
    and I would be acquitted forever by my judge.

Behold, I go forward, but he is not there,
    and backward, but I do not perceive him;
on the left hand when he is working, I do not behold him;
    he turns to the right hand, but I do not see him.
10  But he knows the way that I take;
    when he has tried me, I shall come out as gold.
11  My foot has held fast to his steps;
    I have kept his way and have not turned aside.
12  I have not departed from the commandment of his lips;
    I have treasured the words of his mouth more than my portion of food.
13  But he is unchangeable, 2 23:13 Or one and who can turn him back?
    What he desires, that he does.
14  For he will complete what he appoints for me,
    and many such things are in his mind.
15  Therefore I am terrified at his presence;
    when I consider, I am in dread of him.
16  God has made my heart faint;
    the Almighty has terrified me;
17  yet I am not silenced because of the darkness,
    nor because thick darkness covers my face.

Footnotes

[1] 23:2 Or defiant
[2] 23:13 Or one

Dive Deeper | Job 23

In 1996 my only brother and best friend was taken from his family and me. He was only 51 and had come to a saving and transforming faith just a few years before. We were inseparable. It simply didn’t make sense. He didn’t deserve this. I didn’t deserve this. What was God thinking? Where was God?
During my brother’s struggle with and ultimate death from cancer, I traveled a journey somewhat like Job’s. In today’s reading Job wants to see God immediately and present his case. God doesn’t make sense. Job knows God is just, but He is nowhere to be found. Job cries out that he doesn’t deserve it, but he is fearful of a sovereign God. Job seems tormented and confused, both doubting and faithful at the same time. Ever been there . . . doubting and faithful at the same time? 
Shortly after my brother’s death I was driving down I-635. Tired and confused, I remember the uniqueness of my sincerity with God at that moment. In frustration, I cried out to God that I just didn’t get Him or His methods. I wanted to serve Him, but HE was not making it easy. I wasn’t planning on leaving Him, but He was going to have to show up, as I was out of answers and tired of searching.

In retrospect, I can see that this honest conversation with God was my first step toward restoring my relationship with a loving Savior. God did show up, but it was in His own time and in His own way. My faith and relationship with God grew exponentially because of this struggle in my path. God faithfully remains our comfort despite our doubts. (2 Corinthians 1:3, 4)
Job’s story today is one that resonates with me. I suspect it may resonate with you. We feel guilty if we have any doubts about God. But I’m convinced He doesn’t want blind, superficial faith. Rather, God wants a faith that is tested and tried. God’s ultimate purpose for us is a love relationship with Him achieved through an authentic relationship.

Discussion Questions

1. Was there a time when you doubted God’s faithfulness?
2. Where can you go in God’s Word to find encouragement that God is indeed faithful?
3. Can you recall a time when you doubted God, but eventually saw His faithfulness?
4. Are you currently struggling with an issue in which you are not certain God is there? Are you going to God’s Word? Are you praying faithfully and expectantly? Are you processing this with friends who know you well and can advise you from God's Word?